Examining substance and foundation

My relationship with G-d has a long history with many remarkable moments, but now, when it is needed, I find that for many months already it has no substance. In fact, throughout the last years the times of substantial regular communication were rather short compared to the times of only occasional and short-lived communication, even if having some kind of contact a few times daily.

G-d cares much more about me than about what I do and accomplish, doesn't He?

I like to start with praise and worship. That makes my heart, mind and soul open and ready to listen to G-d and learn from Him. It also gives me the right attitude when talking to Him about what is on my heart.

Playing songs, but not singing is good, but not good enough: I can not create an atmosphere of praise and worship while trying to hide my adoration of Yeshua. I can not join the worship of other believers by singing common songs while trying to avoid being associated with these very same believers by those that might hear me.